When the dark quenches my unwanted thirst...
my bloodshot
pupils dilate under the blazin hormones of my gray matter...
slitting the throat
aint the option...its the primary intuition of the unheard humane inhibitions
in us
Laying awake night after night…Lookin through the open window
of the poignant mind..
The rush of hormones, the gush of smoke, empty
corridors..knocking by.
Sinking deep down the uncharted emotions..the veins pumping
venom
I lay awake under the false illusion
Till the day I look upon my
cold corpse.
Yet i think whether the morbid visions are true or
not...
while i dwell in earth n sky...
n yet i think its black n white with the
grass running streamlined as a coagulant in my veins...
the pills enthralled in
me makes no difference these days as they no theres no cause flowin in me ..
cos
im toxic in the eternal abyss of lust,hunger,depriving existence....
its thee
void that rules n
it will always as the mundane never goes..
it grows makin me
a filthy wretched parasite
seeping the blood in the form of dust n smoke
Haunted by emotions
Begotten of oppression
The soul lays in distress
Empty heartbeat... unclear mind
Thoughts provoking yet
nothing sublime.
Crack whore with millions of thought
Who am i?
What am i?
Why am i?
till we breath...
till we walk.....
befall the daintiness of
the era....
shattered ego....battered proximities
might rule my Saturn in
comprehending spirits...
laugh at it n never regret
cos redemption lies within
Lust, aggression, passion – Lost.
Ghosts of past present n future
Nothing to say, nowhere to run…
Daunting reprimand as solace
Is the only chance in fighting the confusion.
